Why Can’t I Just Fit In

By December 14, 2021December 17th, 2021No Comments

I hate that people bring up anything inappropriate make me extremely uncomfortable. I hate how I look. I hate every bit of fat on my body and wish I could just starve it off. I hate my personality so much, I’m a weirdo who doesn’t deserve anything good. Why can’t I just fit in? I hate that I’m too loud. I hate that I’m too fat. I hate that I have ADHD. I hate that I have Social Anxiety Disorder. I hate that I’m bipolar. I hate that I’m not normal. I hate that I share too much information with people. I hate that I don’t know how to act. I hate that I’m always either too quiet or loud. I hate that I only work on extremes, either too loud or too quiet, too fast or too slow, really happy, then really mad. I hate it all so much. Why can’t I just, be normal.

I hate the fact that I am aware I repeated some of those parts but I’m too lazy to go back and read it too take them out, and am instead typing this bit. I also hate that I can’t spell easy words correctly and go to google just to put words in here. I hate that everyone’s better than me, no matter how terrible they are.


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