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Have I Ruined My Life ?

By June 27, 2023No Comments

I’m only 18, but I may have already ruined my life. If that sounds melodramatic, then I should mention that I’ll soon be spending sixty days behind bars.

Long story short, I was out driving around and messing with my phone when I should’ve been watching the road. I blew through a red light and collided with another car. Next thing I knew, I was being charged with reckless driving and negligent injuring.

I’ve already pleaded guilty and have been sentenced by the judge, who gave me a date by which I must self-surrender to the local jail. That date is now just a few days away.

I’m really scared right now, both about what jail will be like and about how all this will affect my future. I’m worried that I may have utterly derailed whatever future prospects I may have had.

Why did I have to be so stupid? Why couldn’t I have just waited until I was back on campus before responding to that text from my boyfriend? I wish I could take it all back, but I can’t. I’m stuck with having to deal with the consequences of my actions, as much as that’s gonna suck.


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