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I want to be hospitalized

By January 10, 2023No Comments

I did everything i could. Im back but im not better. The only thing that happened was that he only thanked me one time even though i do so much for him. I do so much. I honestly cant comprehend this anymore. Im gonna to hostpitalize myself tomorrow january tenth. I am going to die and i honestly dont care if its the new year. I wont let anyone stop me. If he only appreciates me for caring about him when he cries and i do what he told me, he should appreciate me more, he should love me more and he should wanna text me! He should wanna love me i cant take this anymore. I cant do it. He told me im a bad person he doesnt wanna text me. He hurt me. Does he not remember what i did for him? I want him to run to me and ask me if im okay after hostpitalization. I want him to love me please. After im out the hostpital i want him to love me. I wanna know what he’ll do. Im going to do it. Im going to do my stuff; i am going to then take my pills and overdose. And slit my wrists. Im going to be in the hostpital. I hope he loves me after this and if he doesnt ill just commit suicide.


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