|I was bullied in elementary school and middle school. I also lost my long time friends around grade 6. In grade 4, I was taunted and spat on by a boy four years older than me and my whole class hated me. I never knew why they hated me so much. I switched schools and I still got the same results. I was targeted by other girls as I got older and nobody wanted to play with me. I was excluded from group activities. I had no friends most of the time. Even if I did, they’d eventually leave. I started to isolate myself by 6th grade. It had gotten worse that by the time I neared the end of 8th grade, I started to get suicidal thoughts. It got worse and worse. I also developed mini hallucinations and fear of other people around me. I never self harmed but horrible images sometimes would pop up in my head. I don’t know what to do. I never got over my past experiences of being bullied.