My safety around my mom is plummeting down a lot.
I don’t feel safe around my mom anymore, mentally and physically, she likes to use any ways to humiliate me and make me look like an idiot. She likes to threaten me about the smallest things like a piece of plastic on the ground. She tells me that I enjoy assuming things, when I really do not. She lies to me, telling me she’d get me some food, but she ends up getting only herself things. Two days ago, she stole all of my money, which I worked very hard to keep and get, and she probably will never pay me back. I don’t think I’ll be alive by the time I’m 18, and I’m only 16, I don’t know where I can go, but I really need to get out of here, and she expects ZERO failure, even though you got to fail in order to succeed, she expects me to understand everything, and wants nothing missing assignment wise, I don’t know what to do anymore…
She’s made me want to kill myself at least 3-4 times, and I only realized that she was tormenting me at the end of last year. I need to get out of this place or I’ll probably be dead.
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