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Sexual Coercion

By November 4, 2022November 8th, 2022No Comments

When I was in my sophomore year, me and my boyfriend would have sex anywhere we could. Especially at school, in a classroom no one knew about. I was young and horny. I thought he loved me. Then it started to become, he only hung out with me if I gave him sex. It wasn’t sex anymore either, it was just his oral pleasure. One day, we were suppose to hang out and I told him for the first time “no.” He walked away angry. I chased after him and gave in. It went on like this for awhile until he completely wanted to stop touching and hanging out with me. We broke it off and separated. A year later (Junior Year), I learned about sexual coercion and approached him on message about it. He agreed that he did show that he was upset but in no means did he meant to coerce me. I told him, I understand he was young and he did not know (as I know he is messed up in the head). I continued to tell him that he coerced me and I forgive him. He then started to get mad because I asked for an apology. He then claimed that I am attacking him and accusing him of rape. I told him, I told him for closure not to attack him. I wanted him to know what he did and how it affected me. He disagreed and proceeded to tell me “tell everyone I raped you, I don’t care.” I never claimed he raped me. I never attacked him. I told him my feelings and he flipped the whole story.

A year after the confrontation (my senior year), I found out people told him about how disgusting I was for having sex with him at school and letting him do his way with me. Everyone found me disgusting for having sex at school, but only I got the shame. I ignored all his antics and despite what he did got closer to his sister, who really helped me. She is currently trying to help him mentally and confront him to his family as rumors are said I was not the only girl he did this to.

I’m now in college a freshman and I am triggered when hearing about sexual assault. He is a year younger than me and will be graduating this year. I don’t want to ruin his chances in college, but I want to report him now that I am 18 and have learned to not care about the shame that comes with this story. I thought he was a good person and he would listen if I talked to him and asked for closure, but he completely changed the story and made me realize that he does not feel sorry for what he did. Despite agreeing with me that he coerced me to give him oral pleasure. I am suffering still.


  • First we would like to thank you for having the courage to talk to the TeenCentral community about these experiences you have had. Not many people have the courage to speak up to their abuser or to talk to others about their experiences. We commend you for your bravery and strength.
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