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Struggling with Anorexia

By June 9, 2022No Comments

i sort of always known that i’ve problems with my eating. i’d stave myself so much that i’d pass out dating all the way back to 7th grade. i denied myself that i wasn’t sick enough. until eventually when i was 14 and at 109 pounds my parents started forcing me to eat and questing why i wouldn’t eat, and even asked me if kids at school were saying something. i’ve struggled with eating a lot and have had lots of ups and downs. at the end of summer i was 115. all i think about is how if i lose the 15 pounds how small i’d be. i also know how unhealthy it is and i try to reintroduce myself back to food but it hurts me physically so badly after eating. eating hurts so bad that i’d rather starve. i honestly dont want to be healthy, i want people to look at me and think about how skinny i am, even if it isn’t a compliment. its really shitty i know, but i also know its the anorexia talking and not me.



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